look i know im a nobody to tell you whats right and whats wrong im nothing just a word called friend to you k so its up to you to heed my advice or break the promises by the end of the day, dont apologise to me if you betrayed me , i'd rather you forgive youself.anyway i was having a great time watching a "game" until something happened nvm ............. tho its my journal, it wouldnt be nice to spell everything out here lah ok

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz i think im fine now 8)

hope so

u wanne know what i find very funny ?
a girl who keep claiming a person is tryna be her when truth is , she is also tryna be someone else.. whats the saying again ?


" The pot calling the kettle black ? "


i had a good laugh when i discovered this lah serious ok im not mean but i cant help it seriously haha if i could , i would say it in her face mayn but i'll spare her the embarrassment :)
after all , im not that bad -_- right ? ha ha ha bee is nice only to certain ppl and only to ppl who deserve to be treated nicely :) so i shall end this matter here & never bring it up again ^^
"spare her the embarrassement you see"


anyways webcammed with isk few hours ago and played guitar together through webcam since i was in the mood for webcam .. k lol only 1 sentence and thres 3 webcam word being used hahaha k lah i am so random .. i should stop -_-

but i cant !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! too bad :P
did you know that im turning 15 in a few months time ? ^^ just wanted to share my joy with you la cannot ? 15 oso for what............................. cannot get ic yet :(

ok for 14 years of my life , i swear no one has even stood me up bfore and then now........................................................... wah for the first time !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! _|_ la

anyway ya thanks to someone i have no more mood alr .. i am just soo angry !!!!!!!! made me wait like a kuku and then never answer my calls and replai my texts .. how'd you feel if you were me ? you tell me ah !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fuck fuck fuck fuck k lah i have ego k -_-

finally i watched 2012 which was today with irr.. dee and emma cant make it .. sad.......
today was a good day for me (idk for irr la) cos we both were lucky bitches for the day *grins* actually not that lucky... i havent mention i accidentally broke my moms correlle bowl into pieces :s so anw , idk why ive been winning a lot of lucky draw lor ok nt lucky draw some sort lah idk what its called...first instant win (mac) , now wah... cannot tell :p irr je tau ahahahahahahahaha im a loser ok ! bear that in mind ahhahahhahaha a loser who walks around with a big ' L ' on my forehead *chuckles*

joking, im not a loser la u idiot.. k lah i am... in some ways ahahaha im not always a winner -_-

as for irr har , haha her both her celebrity crushes is featured on december'09 teenaged mag ... lucky right ?
if only kim hyun joong and calvin chen featured lor
i tell u , i cant be any happier.. actually....

i can hahahahhah

:P

& nanadolly klu tnga bace nie , this post is for you..
ceh tkde makne sey ahaahahaha <3 u mwuah

oh ya forgot to mention my bros away for training camp -_- nk jadi camp instructor pe !!!!!!!!!!!! ahahaha funny ah him.... which also means, 3 days of peace for me :)

happy for me or not ?

i got the class and subj combi i wanted but im not too happy... idk why :(
my friends will not be in the same class as me next year and not in the same malay class too :( so sad...


why ?

i want them and not the others >:(

today i had to wake wake up @ 10 in the morning and then make my way to cc to claim my fila bag........ then my sister asked me to go ep ntuc to get her ingredients to cook pasta -_- had my late breakfast at kfc alone hahahaha :)

then my sisters pasta... tasted............... weird its damn spicy lor........ ohmy haha told her not to cook alr -_-
pasta mania's tastes better... alot better !!!!!!!!!!!!

i would like to wish my girlfriend ,


riffa a happy 14th birthday :)

so today plan to go marina barrage to celebrate riffas bday cocked up , smpai marina bay je da hujan -_- so made our way to city hall to celebrate instead ..afterwhich decided to hang around at orchard..& had dinner at bugis..went home wit fiq cos got curfew hahaha.. pfft friday the 13 is today and ya , wasnt a good day for me .. but !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! one thing foshure , i had fun with girlfriends today :)

then we bought ourselves friendship band each (same colour/design) awwwwwwwwwwwwwww :) they're the best ..

ok i haffte admit i am bored to tears here at home & few hours later imma head for tuition again -_- actually im happy lah cos today is the last lesson for this months tuition !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then resuming on dec onward ... hahaha umm ya back to the topic... so since im very freeeeeeee......i shall post bout ' friends i cant wait to meet '  hahahahhahaha :)

ok just came back from after watching ' my sister's keeper ' @ the cinema with irr and ari .. th plan was impromtu really .. i came home early cos the next morning i have to wake up damn early ^^ yay tmro !!

i cant wait la really ive already listed down things to do with my cousin during the loong bus ride to malacca ..so enthu ya ?
very !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mmmmmmmmm so fun im broke already -_- ( im afraid to work lmfao)
speaking of work , next week prolly accompanying fae for job hunting
hahahahahhahaha wow what can we 14 year old do sey ;(

after 3 days, ive finally completed watching romantic princess online and i must say i fell in love while watching the drama .. with who ? calvin chen laaaa duh -_-

however ehhhhhhhhhhhh i think no other korean/taiwan celebrities can hold a candle to my kim hyun joong
*flips hair* haha ceh ..

ok i think im gonne off now i need to go to bed and yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa do sit ups !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i have a fat tummy and im tryna get rid of it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahaha !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok this mroning i went to school as expected to submit option form afterwhich me fyna and fyqa headed to th mall to kill time.... and can you believe that i still have to attend math tuition during the hols ? not to mention that dad's gonne make me go for science tuition now -_- wth i hate tuitons :( but i haffte........................

ah ya , hahaha im now , falling in love with the taiwanese drama, romatic princess .. been watching it online... k i know la the show is like damn long ago alr...so ? i havent watch yet.. cannot ah ? :P

k bye haffte get ready for tuiton -_-
mwuah

yesterday i was dragged to accompany mom & dad to jaybee. . on a brighter note, i get to shop till i drop there !! i really did haha

ummmmmmmmmm also i didnt get to meet spore idol finalists @ juntion8 ytd .. uurghh !!!!! tmro haffte come back to school to hand in option form for subj cmbi.. im hoping that i'll get the class and subj i want .. duhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh who doesnt hope for it?

im starting to think that my journal is getting boring & more boring each day hahaha  ah well heck
im so hungrY now to even think of ways to make this journal so "un-boring"

have u any ideas ?

today last day of school ): no more 2n2'09.. i will miss every single one of them la.. oh ya i didnt get top5 .. i got top6 ): u can say that i am not to happy/satisfied with my position ya ? *sigh*
 

today me irr and dee went to ep for 2 days striaght already and tmro it shall be the third haha freaks... ya we're so obssessed with bof !!!!!!!!!! that we dont mind making a trip there to get their merchandise hahahahahaha yay tmro !!

time passes by really quickly when we're enjoying and look.. few more days to go and my class and i are separated.. now that the exams are over, i have to deal with the stress of which subj combi i should take nxt year hahaha ya principles of accounts is a must hor :P

speaking of that haha , holidays are drawing nearer...... isnt it too soon ? i have yet to start planning k!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! movies/picnin/shopping anyone ? ^^) lol



sometimes i wonder .. why the fuck should i bother about being nice to people when they cant fucking appreciate it .. ingrates.. one minute they'll be extremely nice to you and the next... they'll show you their so called temper . i mean what the fuck is wrong with you people ? if i really could i would just say it in your face straight but....... sometimes its better not ....  from today onward , i hope , i shall not poke myself in others business and just bother about myself . only me . only i bcos by the end of the day..... its still the same , nobody cares what ..

im pissed off right now ... i got kicked out of my own bedroom ...... k not literally -_- nvm looong story i just hate it when my parents keep asking me to tolerate with my elder sisters pressure .. so what if shes taking her a levels ? no need act like a mad queen right ? grrrrrr..

tonights man u vs liverpool again.. omg.......................... haha i hope man u wont get trashed badly this time round ):

tmro's school.. sigh..............
i wish i could sleep all day .

bye


 

"they steal our hearts only to break them anyway "

yesterday i was so confused. . very confused ..but i guess im not anymore ...

yesterday i am worried .. very worried and i guess i still am..

how can i not be ? my friend is currently missing in action and theres no way for me to contact her ever since i heard the shocking news about her ...

friend , i hope your doing fine ... bcos if you arent , i want you to know that i'll always be here for you whenever you need me ...
but i could tell your not happy friend ..& somehow i wish you were ..

i feel like i am hopeless .. a hopeless friend ..
so tell me , how can i ever make you smile again ?



" When the whole world turn its back on you,


 you turn your back on the whole world and
 

walk alone .."

alright, i must say im quite satisfied with my results hahahahahahaa as usual , i flunk my science (expected) however i made an improvement on it :P and then i got 5 a's :)

i was expecting to have cca today but cancelled last minute -__- waste my bloody time go home haha nvm .................... i had a good time slacking with my fellow guiders anyway :)

one more thing, to those obnoxious ppl (u kow who la k)
it pisses me off when you ppl cant put yourselves in anothers shoe .. i mean ...... if it was YOU being the poor victim , how would you fucking feel mayn ? doubt you'd even have the bloody courage to face the world. . it wasnt even her fault, am i right ? why fuckin poke your nose into others problems ? well heres 2 words to describe you ppl , nosy parkers.. i didnt even think spreading the whole thing to almost everyone , is a funny thing .. not even laughable k.. it clearly shows how low your mentality level is -_- really really low.. its despicable.. now i suggest you should just learn how to mind your own business next time ...

today i did a lot of walking -______________- and i feel shagged right now i can drop dead anytime now .. lol jkjk haha!! currently im reading ryan higa's tweets .............. omg............... hahaha

ok jammed with huda anip shark & afiq hahaha kecohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh .. & i was amazed at us o.o

blablabla tmro i shall die................... tmro is the day !!!!!!!!!!!! oh what day ah ? get back results la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! @%^!@&* im not even prepared :( i can feel butterflies dancing around my tummy :S

i am afraid....

so i went to bk a while ago to buy lunch for my two elder siblings -_- & then my sister told me around the area theres bof merchandise & other korean celebrities merchandise being sold............. i went there fuckin excited to get what i want and i did :) i bought almost everything they sell on bof :) hahahahahahaha money worth spending :)  relax ok ? i just wanted to share my joy wit you muahahhahahahahahaha x)